Letter on the events of 2020 (Blog entry May 30th, 2020)
Dear brothers and sisters, here we are in the midst of the Great Awakening, as the plan-demic has unfolded for 7 billion people with their individual experiences. Each have found a way to cope with the war that never really ended in 1945, as World War II simply went silent, to creeps back in, in various events to unfold in the next 8 decades. Yes my friends World War II simple went dormant until it reared it's ugly head again in the sixties with the Vietnam War. Yes, that was a different war, but all wars have stemmed from the same source, the sinister forces of darkness. These sinister forces have many names, Adolf Hilter, the Cabal, and the Satanists to name a few. But, I don't write this to be a conspiracy theory encyclopedia, as volumes of information is readily available to research online. I seek to write about world events now as a way to feel that I am making some kind of contribution to spreading truth.
Let's zoom out to a much higher perspective. Regarding the corona virus or any virus for that matter, what we really need to do is study nature and natural medicine. Mother Gaia, she sees you not with a virus but with a crown of jewels upon your head, a Corona of Light. All physical diseases can be healed with a loving relationship with mother nature, who has a cornucopia of cures in her medicinal plants and herbs. Much wisdom is gained through surrendering at her feet, as you enter her forests for healing. Their is not a woe that man has created in his unconsciousness, that cannot be remedied through the mother's grace and love. Waking up, waking up,YES, is it not GRAND. It is time, as we must take full responsibility for our planet with all it's problems, created through this duality experience. With no blame, we must stand up for TRUTH and demand justice. With no hatred we must take on the sinister forces that seek to destroy us.
These sinister forces played by the rules of this Matrix, by exposing their plans in a coded form through media, movies, books, entertainers and the like. The numbing effects of pleasure seeking, avoidance, addiction to techno-gadgets, food, alcohol, drugs and preferring popular societal ways of being that lead to dysfunctional relationships and ill health; all of these things we have experienced. YES, we all have played and participated with these choices to one degree or another. How awake we are correlates to how much inner strength and wisdom we have gained to turn the tide to health and wellness for ourselves, by turning away from the traps that have been set for our demise.
So here we are on this crazy planet, in a relationship with ourselves, and in a relationship with the collective. The point of it all is evolution, and a severe evolution it has been. But the law of balance always shows us both sides, which is evident in how much the pollution around the world has diminished, due to the worldwide lock-down. And a most beautiful side effect has become the Great awakening, which is creating the total take-down of the sinister forces. Their backfiring last card to play has been this pandemic, laying out an agenda to have total domination and control through 'covid 19' that is no more lethal that the various flu viruses that people die from every year. I live in a small mountain town and I have only put a mask on once, for a two minute walk through our local farmer's market. It felt ridiculous in my reality. I do have family members and a few acquaintances that wear masks all the time, by choice. To each his own; no judgment, no shame, no blame and most importantly no arguing over what is right or wrong! The truth is that sometimes there is no right or wrong, just different consequences for different choices.
We all have wars within ourselves to resolve. Are these wars within easier to overcome for a certain type of individual? I believe that it depends on the spiritual evolution of the particular individual in question. Where is their dharma, what is their karma? But this year the Globalist upped the game and this Matrix is looking at potential outcomes that are not acceptable and are downright crimes against humanity. Contact Tracers is a new job coming to a hometown just like yours; a job that will put you at war with your brother. Nazi Germany once more? What have we learned? The staged dramas (false flags) get uglier and again some people are so completely programmed as to fall for the traps, once again. But with all due compassion, most of those people that are deep asleep are suffering from some form of Stockholm Syndrome, or they are simply too downtrodden due to poverty or the restrictions of being born in a communist country, to take action. And then there is America, the country that is The Land of the Free and the Home of the Brave! Be brave and stand for your freedom, without standing against anything! The key to winning a war, within or without, comes from the bravery that exists in releasing any fear of death. The afterlife is proof enough that there is no death, just a transformation from one world to another. Grasp this concept folks; it is quite liberating. Perhaps what you are going through is an ego death, that leads to another life, while still in the same body? Good on you, if you can come out the other side, after the many dark night of the soul experiences. Now we are in the midst of the Dark Night of the World; very dramatic folks, but we asked to be a part of this experience in our pre-birth agreements. The higher the drama the faster the evolution.
Relax dear people. It will all work itself out. The new Golden Age is coming, and we will all reach the other side together. Where we go one, we go all. When we do our part to perfect and purify our being, we add ourselves to the Ocean of Light that makes up the sea. The Creator sees us in this violent storm, and the Creator has our back. I am not asking you to believe me, I am asking you to try and make a difference by being a more loving and compassion person while this world dramas play out. Love is sometimes confrontational and bold at the same time. You may find yourself needing to be a combination of confrontational and compassion, all in the same moment; perhaps a tough thing to master. To quote the Master Jesus, “Ye shall do greater things than I.” Putting religious denomination aside, I feel that he is a great example. Look at the positive impact he left on the world. But most importantly look at the positive impact that you will leave on the world. Namaste.
Their Bubble was Burning (Blog entry May 31st, 2020)
I woke up on May 31st, 2020, remembering a nightmare. Downtown Mt Shasta was burning to the ground. I watched the fire from looking out of a window a block away. The people in the same room with me screamed in horror as the extremely high flames torched our beautiful downtown hub; the spiritual center point of Mt Shasta City. Most of the Lightworkers I know in Mt Shasta are not strong as Lightwarriors. Seeing this horror set them all into a state of trauma. What does it take to be a Lightwarrior? I suppose you would be an extremely old soul, one of the first wave of the 144,000 Lightworker souls and it takes a high level of neutrality to not fall into the pain and heartache of the dramas unfolding. In the dream I felt that the fire was deliberately set with lasers by the sinister forces, as with the one in Paradise California, The Camp Fire, of November 2018. A severe wake-up call for the Lightworkers of Mt Shasta to become Lightwarriors, perhaps? My dreams are sometimes prophetic. Their bubble was burning; the bubble of the new age dance and song that is so prevalent here, as many Lightworkers live in 'a bubble' of focusing mainly of their own self pleasure for a false sense of protection in 'the bubble' which is this 'spiritual hub' mountain town. More bad news; but perhaps we must seriously look at the concept of bad. Goddess Kali would be considered very bad, as she is the goddess of destruction. Kali medicine serves a higher purpose, as she is not based in evil, she is based in transformation through severe circumstances. Good and bad are outdated concepts. The times we live in are all about Goddess Kali, and Lord Shiva. Can we stomach their medicine? Perhaps we don't have a choice, because the magic 'make it all better pill' does not exist. That pill is a bubble that bursts.
To fight against anything, is a reflection of the war within oneself. The purging of evil within oneself, is not a fight at all, in the way we normally understand fighting. It is a transformational wisdom journey through allowing the pain and trauma to release, so one may come to a state of wholeness, balance, and homeostasis again. The purging is intense but necessary and the world purge can be seen everywhere.
What do you stand for? Standing for something is quite different energetically than fighting against something. If you want perpetual war then keep fighting within and without; for it is a viscous cycle. We all want to end all wars, but the question is, do enough people have the ability to apply the wisdom it takes to do so. The pray for the highest outcome for all beings and with the sobering effect of this year, I am preparing myself to love more fully, and express myself more clearly in every moment.
Godspeed my friends.
So here we are folks, 2020, the year that rings loud about maintaining our sovereignty and empowerment. May your waves of discouragement and tears pass; let them be expressed and then move back to center. In the center of your being you have the eyes of an eagle; soaring above to see the full picture and to make sense of all that is currently happening in the world. My year has been interesting regarding the fake pandemic and the quarantine. I have been an artist hermit in a sort of 'self quarantine' for about a decade. I am laid off from my job as a teacher's aide at an elementary school. Painting on silk is still my first love, but with the planned roll out of 5G. I decided to start designing made to order, 5G protection clothing. See my Custom Fashions section of this website.
My Internet research has been a daily thing lately, with my favorite truthers and wayshowers growing every day. I would like to list some of the most powerful voices of the current truth movement that the world has to offer: Laura Eisenhower, David Icke, FleurBrun, and Kerry Cassidy of Project Camelot. But I am sad to saw that this short list has recently been edited because some of my recommended sources; I have recently received vetted information that they are 'controlled opposition"! I am not perfect in my discernment skills; however I am adaptable so when I learn more, I shift and move out of harm's way, and that one skill will protect me my entire life.
How to cope with the agenda of world domination and control? How to not only cope, but to be proactive in steering humanity away from the harmful effects of the dark agendas, with the power and strength of a lion! These thoughts have filled my consciousness pretty much full-time lately, as I don't go to work, at my regular job. Of course as a starseed Lightworker and Lightwarrior I was born for this and my real, soul-directed job of being a writer, visual artist and influencer has become more prominent and urgent; a loud call to service. I thank God/Goddess that I live in the mountains in the protection of nature, where the population is low enough to allow me to pretty much live my life in freedom, in spite of the quarantine and fear-based agendas.
My EMF protection clothing that is made with this fabric www.filteremf.com/buy/5g-cell-phone-rf-radiation-blocking-fabric-sold-by-linear-foot/?fbclid=IwAR1VsGNmrm_-iRmDWUbPuZJ0DggMRkYtT75znOOrhFtev5vMyWxBVRzSiyA and can be purchased here on this website. Currently I make only special order clothing items, but I will post my available first sample clothing items here.
If you are complacent because you do not believe it is a threat to you then fine, but please consider how fast the world is changing. Who would have thought that the whole world would be in lock-down this year? And the world has completely changed, thus inspiring people to wake up more fully or perish. I am thinking a lot more about being prepared for the dangers that face us all. Let us all think more about being prepared, empowered and present. May we steer the course of the future through an open mind, heart and throat chakra! Speak up, wake up, and change the course! I do not consent to a world of domination and control. I do not consent to fascism or communism taking over the world. If you trigger some haters then just send them love and move on to more open ears. God willing, we will change the world and the Light Wins!
My summer has been my internal winter, as my inner shadow work continues. I woke dreaming of flower blossoms on a tree, a sign of my internal springtime coming. Summer for me is about making money in a restaurant and getting a rest from the challenge of being me. I have the feelings of being fed-up, tired, ready to give up on my dreams and go back to a comfort zone life, and dealing with these feelings as the hot summer months exasperate a medical condition that I have, that is in need of a surgery that I cannot afford. The challenge of finding solutions, yes and looking at my shadows with compassion, for integration and healing. To be a Twin Flame on the ascension path doing shadow work, I am in the thick of it; with the challenge of not pushing it aside. Healing my womb space is all about unblocking my creative flow, for my feminine side, and embracing my personal power, for my masculine side. My internal winter is calling me to defrost my frozen emotions and let things flow again, to water and nurture the new buds of spring. Perhaps by next spring I will be ready to spring forth and start interacting with my Twin Flame, but for now he is probably just as not ready for this, as I am; an internal winter for us both, I hear from the inner self. The push for transformation is getting uncomfortable, as I break through my stubborn resistance to reach for the Light. Will I prepare for the birth of my dreams? That is the question and the challenge.
From my Guidebook, Twin Flame Wisdom Oracle:
Healing The Womb Space:
Healing your Goddess within you of all karmic knots and imbalances from all timelines and dimensions can be accomplished through your clear intention. Discover what your imbalances are through your relationship with your second chakra. With courage and conviction, clear up old patterns of abandonment and betrayal that may be deeply laden within your second chakra. Once you clear this chakra, nourish it with care by expressing your creative self and sensual self. Honor your womb and be empowered through deep nurturing self-love. While your sacral center is calling to you in need, observe your thoughts. They are the telltale signs of your transient weaknesses waiting to be transformed into strength. As you allow each of these thoughts to be recognized as fruitful, you will understand the temptation to remain in the ways of old. What are you being urged to do? Look within your sacred creations to actualize your dreams of truth. In this center lies the dormant potential of personal power. As you acknowledge this creative calling, you will realize the power is within you to choose your fate. Destiny is not at the mercy of the wind. You have a choice as to how you focus your energy. Now is the time to unfold your beautiful flower of Divine Femininity. Reject this power no longer and realize the potential that awaits you in this very sacred center of rebirth. As you clear the way
for new creations and sacred Divine Union, so do you clear the outworn patterns taking up residence in your womb. Think no longer of the past. Release old toxic thoughts through forgiveness and compassion, and embrace the concept of a life lived as choice. You hold the flower, the rose, which has been placed in your womb for conscious creation, and only you can coerce it to bloom.
Fear not, for this power is what will bring you grace and open the passageway for unending love of thyself. This love is the radiant beauty of the Divine Feminine, waiting to be activated for your special role in this lifetime. This opportunity is one that will afford you many options, if you choose them. Be motherly, and nurture your creations with love. See not what is causing disharmony, choose only to see that which brings you joy. Joy is your connection to creativity and true power. Use this dormant power to unblock your destiny. Joy heals faster than any modality. Go deep in peace and choose your hearts’ calling.
Unconditional Love, this card came up again, for my Sunday Twin Flame Message. I know that I picked it a few weeks ago. I am having a lot coming up in my reality about being ignored and unappreciated. It is quite possibly my deepest wound, and probably one of the biggest wounds for the feminine collective. It is being reflected back to me almost every day. I keep trying to get people to listen to me (in the form of wisdom I have to share) and the more I try the more I am ignored. Could it be that I am not reaching for unconditional love, which is the only way to heal this? Well, of course.... but easier said than done. Unconditional Love can be so elusive when you are caught in the pattern of feeling hurt and resentful over the thing that is hurting you, and in my case, being ignored. My mind is full of thoughts about humans that do get all the attention, and why they do. Again, I see charismatic and physically beautiful people as the type of people that get all the attention. When I have wisdom to share that could really help someone, there is always this person there, who is louder than me expressing an opinion that is heard and received, while I receive nothing. This is a reflection of my wounded child that was so drowned out as a child, through living with two very narcissistic females, one sister and my mother. The words “cannot get a word in edgewise” must have been tattooed on my tattered heart, and this tattoo cannot be removed so easily. My Twin Flame is another person that has reflected this wound back to me, in full force. He is so charismatic with people all over the globe just waiting with anticipation for the next piece of wisdom he might share. I have wisdom to share, but this popularity contest of human existence is far beyond it's expiration date, in the reality. I am fed up and I want to break free of the desire to be heard, because this desire is deeply rooted in my wounding. I must unconditionally love the people who ignore me. I repeat, I must unconditionally love the people who ignore me. I have so much to share with the world, but I must release my attachment to being successful at that. Furthermore, we are living in confusing times where everyone has an opinion and advice to give. This is amplified for myself, because most of my friends in the New Age community have a business that is related to healing, and yet they themselves are not healed. Having unconditional love for all this wounded confusion, that is on my plate. I also need to give up the attachment I have to my physical Twin Flame because he may never acknowledge me in this lifetime. I can connect to another aspects of my Twin Flame, the higher dimensional aspect of him who is not in a physical body on the planet. He will listen to me; he does appreciate me, but I currently cannot hear or feel him with the noise of my wounded heart crying out to me. This is my Sunday Twin Flame message. I hope it helps someone. I know it has helped myself, for having processed it, through this writing. If no one reads this then so be it. It does not matter. What matters of my success in feeling unconditional love for my wounded self and other wounded people. On the other side of the coin, my Twin Flame probably has his own problems with being the one that everyone chases after, as if he was their instant fix. So deep is this human charade. The song for this post, 'This Masquerade' by George Benson, and it's about the broken talking stick of my tribe, as it feels like no one is listening to each other. I pray for more strength to love, to really love, and forgive. All will be well, eventually. Big hugs to the ignored or underappreciated, everywhere. I know how you feel.
My Twin Flame message of this Sunday corresponds to my morning dream. I was connecting with the Shiva energy through a dream message. In my dream I was not seeing my physical form while looking into a mirror in the bathroom. I was pure consciousness, not the physical form, and yet at the same time I have a physical form. The two primary forces named ‘Shiva’ and ‘Shakti’ are permanently in an indestructible union. The Shakti energy, (female) was represented in my dream through the dream message of me entering a pool of water. I thought to myself, why are my shoes and clothes on? Again, it was not about my physical form entering water.
Perhaps your Kundalini awakening is close by for you, and coming soon. Perhaps a Kundalini experience of Divine Union involves embracing the mysterious and unknown. In my dream my human self felt the same loneliness it has always felt, by always being alone, and yet I was OK with this. I was seeing a potential sexual partner leaving the building as I looked out the window, symbolic of my desire for a deeper, more meaningful spiritual and sexual experience. Tantric sex is not about two people desiring a regular sexual encounter. It is the two dimensions of life waiting to converge in a divine union within. The Shiva and Shakti union of Twin Flames holds so much power and gentleness, and it feels completely mysterious.
As mundane existence surrounds you, you don't care for it any more. I felt invisible to the other people around me, in my dream. So be it. I am living a Twin Flame Journey.
The divine masculine energy as I experienced last night represented 'the death energy'..... it's part of the process and the feminine assists with patience and compassion. The card picked today, with blues and stars also confirmed the energy of soothing our masculine as he is not separate but one with us. You are experiencing the death energy through your own masculine energy within, and through your Twin Flame. You can connect with the Universe and your Twin Flame through dream-weaving and deep refection. The Death Energy brings new birth...... keep the faith and keep breathing deep. Hugs for your masculine, as he is deep in his pain, to transmute it. Here is a FREE PDF of the guidebook for this deck:
We are gathering on Monday nights from 7pm to 10pm in a private home, in Mount Shasta City. Join us if you feel called to. Visit the Facebook Page: Shasta Glow for more details.Last night's topic, fire in Paris, Norte Dame Cathedral. Cathedral of Your Heart, build it strong, from within, an Angel for Paris, she says, build it with forgiveness and compassion, so all the sins of man may be washed clean, build it quiet, to keep out all distraction that pulls us away from Love . . . Love, our saving grace. The Cathedral in your Heart is more beautiful than all the finest gems and gold, it is finding Divinity, with the love inside you.
I am off to eastern Europe on August 8th, 2017! Will be on a magical adventure to make new spiritual connections with soul family relations and doing business. My art business has always been driven by my spiritual path and intentions to live fully as my authentic divine self, free from old ways of being that no longer serve. And so with the unique Blessings of the 2017 Lion' Gate Portal and Eclipse energies, I am fully ON, with intentions of living in bliss and gratitude, everyday, for the rest of my life! Aho!
Twin Flame Love Altar Kit
Greetings Beloveds. I am so pleased to present to you The Twin Flame Love Altar Kit. Twin Flames have been the passionate theme of many of my silk paintings for about seven years now. I am an awakened Twin Flame and my soul growth through the Twin Flame journey has been long and yet very enlightening. I have so much to share with you about my process as it continues to unfold. I will keep you posted here!
5G Protection Poncho Hoodie
The One of a Kind, Custom Made 5G and EMF Protection Poncho Hoodie is great for spring and summer. The lining fabric was purchase here: https://www.amazon.com/-/es/ADR-TEX-5G/dp/B082XK25GX
This garment is one-size-fits-most and comes with a small amount of a special washing powder to extends the life of the 5G-EMF blocking, fabric lining. https://www.amazon.com/-/es/ADR-TEX-5G/dp/B082XK25GX
One garment is available now, in the pink print fabric ( a super soft jersey polyester knit) shown in the photos. Comes with a detachable scarf. Free USA shipping. European customers please note that the shipping charge of $26.00 has been added to the garment price of $188.00.