Sunday Twin Flame Message, Healing The Womb Space

My summer has been my internal winter, as my inner shadow work continues. I woke dreaming of flower blossoms on a tree, a sign of my internal springtime coming. Summer for me is about making money in a restaurant and getting a rest from the challenge of being me. I have the feelings of being fed-up, tired, ready to give up on my dreams and go back to a comfort zone life, and dealing with these feelings as the hot summer months exasperate a medical condition that I have, that is in need of a surgery that I cannot afford. The challenge of finding solutions, yes and looking at my shadows with compassion, for integration and healing. To be a Twin Flame on the ascension path doing shadow work, I am in the thick of it; with the challenge of not pushing it aside. Healing my womb space is all about unblocking my creative flow, for my feminine side, and embracing my personal power, for my masculine side. My internal winter is calling me to defrost my frozen emotions and let things flow again, to water and nurture the new buds of spring. Perhaps by next spring I will be ready to spring forth and start interacting with my Twin Flame, but for now he is probably just as not ready for this, as I am; an internal winter for us both, I hear from the inner self. The push for transformation is getting uncomfortable, as I break through my stubborn resistance to reach for the Light. Will I prepare for the birth of my dreams? That is the question and the challenge.

From my Guidebook, Twin Flame Wisdom Oracle:
Healing The Womb Space:
Healing your Goddess within you of all karmic knots and imbalances from all timelines and dimensions can be accomplished through your clear intention. Discover what your imbalances are through your relationship with your second chakra. With courage and conviction, clear up old patterns of abandonment and betrayal that may be deeply laden within your second chakra. Once you clear this chakra, nourish it with care by expressing your creative self and sensual self. Honor your womb and be empowered through deep nurturing self-love. While your sacral center is calling to you in need, observe your thoughts. They are the telltale signs of your transient weaknesses waiting to be transformed into strength. As you allow each of these thoughts to be recognized as fruitful, you will understand the temptation to remain in the ways of old. What are you being urged to do? Look within your sacred creations to actualize your dreams of truth. In this center lies the dormant potential of personal power. As you acknowledge this creative calling, you will realize the power is within you to choose your fate. Destiny is not at the mercy of the wind. You have a choice as to how you focus your energy. Now is the time to unfold your beautiful flower of Divine Femininity. Reject this power no longer and realize the potential that awaits you in this very sacred center of rebirth. As you clear the way 
for new creations and sacred Divine Union, so do you clear the outworn pat￾terns taking up residence in your womb. Think no longer of the past. Release old toxic thoughts through forgiveness and compassion, and embrace the concept of a life lived as choice. You hold the flower, the rose, which has been placed in your womb for conscious creation, and only you can coerce it to bloom.
Fear not, for this power is what will bring you grace and open the passageway for unending love of thyself. This love is the radiant beauty of the Divine Feminine, waiting to be activated for your special role in this lifetime. This opportunity is one that will afford you many options, if you choose them. Be motherly, and nurture your creations with love. See not what is causing disharmony, choose only to see that which brings you joy. Joy is your connection to creativity and true power. Use this dormant power to unblock your destiny. Joy heals faster than any modality. Go deep in peace and choose your hearts’ calling.

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